i was feeling down and rejected, my pride bubble burst...
why me? why do i have to be the one, out of six ppl to leave the group because the max number for assignment is five? why am i not included? why can't we divide into three in each group instead?
all kinds of thoughts came flooding through my mind... what kind of friends are they? how can they bear to do such things to me? why did i accepted their suggestion? am i just so 'disposable'?
i walked away from them, and i poured my heart out to my close friends... and they symphatised with me and assured me. i was already teary...gosh, and i realized i haven't cried for sooo long...
i was adament about attending CF that day, afterall we're just gonna watch the Passion Of Christ and i've watch it before adi. anyhow, i still went into the theather hall.
friend of the day: Mary
She's got such a sweet and gentle spirit. God must have touched me through her... her presence and little dose of humour help me stand up again.
so i stayed back to watch the movie, and was once again reminded of the sufferings that Jesus went through for me. Oouch!! the betrayal! rejection!!and the beatings!!! what i experiece is only so little as compared to Him.
i am humbled by this experience and pray that i will always be.
E!M@ posted it up.
THE MADEMOISELLE
EIMA J.LEE
LOVES reading calvin and hobbes comic strips as it is simply entertaining and reflective of the naughty child i perhaps would be... JESUS made a difference in how i live my life...Travelling to take in sights and sound on this earth, Food to feed on and enjoy the fellowship... Music to sing my heart out and praise God, Dance for exercise, coordination and balance, Sports to destress and sweat to get rid of toxic in our body, Fury friends to hug and cuddle...Friends to hang out with, encourage and support
DISLIKE lizards and the reptile family... sorry no offence
