i need to talk to someone... am really in dilemma on what next... not a good feeling to be thinking and wondering all day long... I just can't bring myself to not worry and cast all my anxieties on God... sigh... yes i know He'll take care of it, but i still cant!!! i have so much insecurities and fears, i need godly counsel, i need assurance, to talk to someone who understands... and most of all a job opening that is suitable and meant for me... the one that brings the right feeling the moment i apply for it, attend interview and feel it's mine to take when i step out of the room. God please answer my prayers... take my pride away and help me trust in you, break me, free me from my self-perceptions- that i'm not good/smart/ strong enough... make me whole once again, and let me find shelther under your wings because my identity is in Christ! not what i think, not what others' expect and not in comparison with my peers. but of course, i wanna excel, that's why i feel this way of being afraid of making wrong choices.
E!M@ posted it up.
THE MADEMOISELLE
EIMA J.LEE
LOVES reading calvin and hobbes comic strips as it is simply entertaining and reflective of the naughty child i perhaps would be... JESUS made a difference in how i live my life...Travelling to take in sights and sound on this earth, Food to feed on and enjoy the fellowship... Music to sing my heart out and praise God, Dance for exercise, coordination and balance, Sports to destress and sweat to get rid of toxic in our body, Fury friends to hug and cuddle...Friends to hang out with, encourage and support
DISLIKE lizards and the reptile family... sorry no offence
